Everybody wants to be good,but not many are prepared to make the sacrifices it takes to be great.
I am ready.
I am ready.
I will become whoever I want to be.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
應該係…
唔同既人心中都有佢地自己對於呢個世界既諗法，感覺－「可愛」？「邪惡」？有無試過突然間覺得個自己既諗法好可能一分鐘之內完全轉變晒？突然間覺得「可能佢並唔係我睇得咁差/好？」隨住個社會得到知識既人愈多，諷刺地知道，了解「禮義廉恥」既人愈少，社會走向商業化，人性走向商業化……
有一刻，突然間覺得自己祖國既所謂「父母官」從來都唔係為「人民」服務，佢地只係為「人民幣」服務。社會進步；人性退步，諷刺！
不過又有一刻，其實發生既時間就係今日：去銀行期間，有個老伯伯拎全支”手另”杖企響我後兩個人…響下個就到我既時候，我諗住叫伯伯排左我個位先，我去返佢個位到....點知伯伯行左過去後以為已經到佢，但係佢就走左去第二個種類既櫃檯到，我即刻走返過去叫佢過返黎…響佢過返黎既時候已經到佢，我諗頭先櫃檯果位小姐見到，佢同我笑一笑...哈哈，突然間覺得個一刻好溫暖！當我仲沉醉緊既時候，冷不勝防有隻手拖住我，係一隻小朋友既手....望一望原來係個小妹妹，佢響到同我傾計（當然因為佢太細個既關係，我根本唔知佢講咩…不過我地有傾計架，哈哈！
出到門口果一刻，我真係覺得：「世界應該係咁既！」
「助人為快樂之本」－雖然係老生常談，但係講得一點也沒錯。物質上既富足一定比唔上心靈上既富足來得矜貴。咁隸講好似好虛無，或者可以用個市僧既方法去講：「心慈貌美；心惡貌醜」，有邊個唔想自己靚靚仔仔？
Sunday, May 28, 2006
diu
又比我搵到屋企條2kfun 既白痴既，好?，仲要on9到幾時？
成日都係咁，搵次為自己做既野負責好唔好？我都有我自己既野要諗，要做，要煩…點解你要我去擔當埋你果份？仲要講到自己好可憐，好慘咁，無人拎住支槍迫你去網吧打機，你唔打機都唔會有人推你落街！
今日下晝去左做義工
無咩特別感覺
反而識左個新朋友－亞ｊｏｅ
同佢同羊係咁玩
唔知點解同佢勁多野傾：ｏ）
成日都係咁，搵次為自己做既野負責好唔好？我都有我自己既野要諗，要做，要煩…點解你要我去擔當埋你果份？仲要講到自己好可憐，好慘咁，無人拎住支槍迫你去網吧打機，你唔打機都唔會有人推你落街！
今日下晝去左做義工
無咩特別感覺
反而識左個新朋友－亞ｊｏｅ
同佢同羊係咁玩
唔知點解同佢勁多野傾：ｏ）
Saturday, May 27, 2006
practice
Dear Kamii,
Thank you so much for encourage me to start writing my blog in english.To be frank with you,it is arduous for someone who infrequently pratice her english for 2 years like me. Nevertheless,I understand i am obliged to make progress of it as the school term is going to begin in September.Besides,my english appear toward a worse,but I believe that everything will be fine with your assist.[:O)]
to be continued......
[喂,我有咩錯既直接話我知,等我改善下:o)]
Thank you so much for encourage me to start writing my blog in english.To be frank with you,it is arduous for someone who infrequently pratice her english for 2 years like me. Nevertheless,I understand i am obliged to make progress of it as the school term is going to begin in September.Besides,my english appear toward a worse,but I believe that everything will be fine with your assist.[:O)]
to be continued......
[喂,我有咩錯既直接話我知,等我改善下:o)]
Friday, May 26, 2006
了解?!
點解硬係有人係會覺得自己好了解我？
有時真係了解，唔係成日講出黎，了解係一種無形既默契。
「人造」的了解令我覺得好想嘔！
我點解要轉左成條blog既link唔公開比人？
就係因為怕左d人睇完懶係熟咁問返我野。唔該，唔好再煩我！
點解做朋友都做到咁煩:o)
Thursday, May 25, 2006
老鼠國搞大優惠
老鼠樂園決定回饋大眾，
現凡買一張入場?即可於７月前入國兩次，
仲有無傻人會咁蠢比錢買難受；比錢幫手欺壓工人？
東涌一帶變左老鼠國殖民地，
國內不談香港法律。
港府一而再，再而三包庇……
我既錢情願衝落廁所都唔益你！
點解仲有咁多人唔睇清楚所謂既「樂園」？
望下你手上既「戰利品」，
根本就係由低下勞工既命換返黎！
有咩咁值得愛？
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
生於斯
長沙灣，一個由我出生直到現在仍然緊緊扣住我既地方。我想對「她」是有著一份濃厚的情意結……
無論係食野定睇野，一直都離唔開長沙灣，回憶實在太多…開心定係唔開心既片段都有，一切都令我好懷念。可以話返親呢到，都有一總好幸福既感覺，幸福既感覺唔係用錢可以換到，去親邊到，都總會有人同你打招呼；百無聊賴既時候行下，睇到既野可以係好平民化?真實化......
一間令人愛上既茶餐廳，除左要有質素既食物，最重要係果種環境－－比人有家既感覺。好似新華咁，佢已經響到有好悠長既歷史，食佢果到既egg tart食左十幾年，味道依照係咁好味，從來都無變過。好食 在於佢地有人情味。就算你同三唔識七既人坐埋一齊，大家都會一路坐，一路睇自己手上既野，間唔中仲可以大家傾下計…因為「階級」係唔存在的。
一直都好怕我依家眼見既野會日漸消失……唔止係一座座既舊社會文化遺棄，而係我既感情?記憶。 ：（
「無友不如己」
「無友不如己」－唔係由人外在物質去談，應由內。由一個人性格，品德去睇，正正因為呢一個問題，其實算不上問題，只係發現自己認識既人愈來愈少。
朋友，一開始就要睇清楚佢係一個點樣既人。朋友有事唔可以唔幫，但係多餘既人我連一句半句都唔想應酬。最怕識到既係飲食朋友，如果我身邊既人都係咁既，我真係情願無朋友。煩，煩到我熄電話避開你地；怕，最怕人不停自我製造大量負面情緒，自己既問題要一定無限期同你一齊承擔。
巴士亞叔都識講：「社會有壓力。」
朋友，一開始就要睇清楚佢係一個點樣既人。朋友有事唔可以唔幫，但係多餘既人我連一句半句都唔想應酬。最怕識到既係飲食朋友，如果我身邊既人都係咁既，我真係情願無朋友。煩，煩到我熄電話避開你地；怕，最怕人不停自我製造大量負面情緒，自己既問題要一定無限期同你一齊承擔。
巴士亞叔都識講：「社會有壓力。」
grey
「好灰囉。」可以話係我聽得最多mk，煩人同我講既說話，佢地真正體驗過咩叫灰未？
灰，從來都唔係由把口講出黎呾容易，係一種經歷，依一代又有幾多個真正可以同我講：「我好灰！」？如果你見你成日叫我我都唔應既，希望你地知我真係唔想理你，因為我覺得你好煩！
連佢地都未開口話「灰」，唔該你地班傻仔唔好再成日咁講，聽到就覺得煩。
Saturday, May 20, 2006
孤獨
「孤獨」--既定義係乜？
朋友：點解你可以自己一個生活都咁開心？
我：咩野叫自己一個生活先？我有家人架！
朋友：即係你自己成日出街，去邊都係一個人，開心咩？
我：我覺得無咩野好唔開心喎！一個人出街，唔開心時想去邊行又唔駛就人，唔好咩？況且用少少自欺既諗法黎講，可以話自己一個獨佔「快樂」，唔駛同人分，有咩唔開心？
其實孤獨好在乎主觀感覺。要自己一個唔開心定開心，你自己諗啦！
朋友：點解你可以自己一個生活都咁開心？
我：咩野叫自己一個生活先？我有家人架！
朋友：即係你自己成日出街，去邊都係一個人，開心咩？
我：我覺得無咩野好唔開心喎！一個人出街，唔開心時想去邊行又唔駛就人，唔好咩？況且用少少自欺既諗法黎講，可以話自己一個獨佔「快樂」，唔駛同人分，有咩唔開心？
其實孤獨好在乎主觀感覺。要自己一個唔開心定開心，你自己諗啦！
Friday, May 19, 2006
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Monday, May 15, 2006
donnie darko
Life is one long insane trip. Some people just have better directions.
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You can never go too far.
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What would you do if you knew the future?
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Be Afraid of the Dark
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Dark. Darker. Darko.
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Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?
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The plot of Donnie Darko is somewhat confusing (hence the existence of numerous web sites and message boards discussing the movie), and much of it deals with existentialism and includes paradoxes that are never explained. As such, multiple interpretations exist.
The film is set in 1988, an election year, in the community of Middlesex, Virginia.
In the middle of the night, on October 2, 1988, Donnie is awakened from his sleep by a strange voice and led outside his house where he converses with a demonic-looking, man-sized rabbit named Frank who tells him that the world will end in 28 days, 6 hours, 42 minutes and 12 seconds. (There are many theories as to why this number was chosen. Some believe that it relates to the amount of time the moon takes to orbit around the Earth [29 days, 5 hours, 41 minutes and 11 seconds], but no confirmation of this has been attained. Another theory is that once the numbers are added together (28+6+42+12) it gives 88 which is the year the film is set.) After waking up on the golf course the next morning, Donnie returns home to discover that a huge jet engine has fallen from the sky and into his bedroom. So begins a series of events which bring together Donnie and a young woman named Gretchen.
There is an early indication of Donnie's mental illness (specifically psychosis) when his sister accuses him of not taking his medication. Donnie continues to see Frank and begins to see "liquid spears" emerging from people's chests, the paths of which indicate the actions those people will undertake in the immediate future. Whether this is indicative of mental illness, science fiction, or both, is left to the viewer.
Richard Kelly has made his own thoughts clear through the audio commentaries on the two DVDs, the included Philosophy of Time Travel, and in various interviews. His intended plot is as follows: At midnight a tangent universe spins off of the Primary Universe, signified by the appearance of an Artifact; here represented by a jet engine. Tangent Universes are inherently unstable and will collapse in less than a month, taking the Primary Universe with it, if not closed off. Closing the Tangent Universe is the duty of the Living Receiver (Donnie), given super powers to perform this task. Those who die within the Tangent Universe are the Manipulated Dead (Frank and, according to the back of the book, Gretchen) who are also given certain powers, understanding of what is going on, and the ability to contact the Living Receiver via the Fourth Dimensional Construct (water). Everyone else in the orbit of the Living Receiver are the Manipulated Living, who are subconsciously drawn to push and prod the Living Receiver towards his destiny, closing the Tangent Universe and, apparently, dying by the Artifact. Since the Manipulated Dead Frank-rabbit appears before the Tangent Universe is created, and before he himself is assumed to be created when Frank is shot by Donnie, it follows that this Manipulated Dead Frank-rabbit could not have come from the Frank seen in the movie, but the Frank, shot by Donnie, in an unseen previous Tangent Universe. Ultimately, Donnie Darko is about Donnie's first successful quest in ending the temporal paradox cycle or "time-loop" which he is caught in (not unlike Bill Murray in the movie "Groundhog Day").
The chain of events in brief is as follows: the Manipulated Dead, Frank, rouses Donnie, the Living Receiver, from his bed, and compels him to leave his house, starting a causal loop. Frank tells him that the Tangent Universe will collapse in 28 days. The next day Donnie goes to school. His English teacher, strangely, tells new girl Gretchen to sit next to the cutest boy in the room and she chooses Donnie (this begins the romance that ends badly and pushes Donnie to his final action). That night Frank appears to Donnie and makes him flood the school. As a result Donnie walks Gretchen home and asks her out. A bit later, Frank appears to Donnie and tells him to "burn it to the ground", so Donnie burns down the house of Jim Cunningham, a motivational speaker. When the firemen come to investigate the fire, they discover a secret room filled with pedophilic material. As a result, Donnie's physical education teacher decides to defend Cunningham, who she believes has been framed. This causes Donnie's mother to chaperone her daughter's dance troupe on their way to California to perform on Star Search (they board the airplane whose engine becomes the artifact in the Tangent Universe). Because of this, Donnie and his older sister, Elizabeth, are able to throw a party while the parents are away. This leads to a romantic interlude between Donnie and Gretchen. At the same time, Frank, Donnie's sister Elizabeth's boyfriend, realizes they've run out of alcohol at the party and drives off with a friend to pick up more beer.
(wikimeida實在太好用)
睇完donnie darko之後既感覺好似the butterfly effect，鐘意睇既人真係唔可以唔睇。種感覺好凍，如果你係佢，你又會唔會咁做？可能全世界當你傻既時候，你自己睇既野先至係最真實…其實一直都好怕睇充滿住黑色既戲，經常睇完之後令到我好失落，但係同時亦都帶比最大既幻想…
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You can never go too far.
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What would you do if you knew the future?
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Be Afraid of the Dark
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Dark. Darker. Darko.
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Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?
-------------------------
The plot of Donnie Darko is somewhat confusing (hence the existence of numerous web sites and message boards discussing the movie), and much of it deals with existentialism and includes paradoxes that are never explained. As such, multiple interpretations exist.
The film is set in 1988, an election year, in the community of Middlesex, Virginia.
In the middle of the night, on October 2, 1988, Donnie is awakened from his sleep by a strange voice and led outside his house where he converses with a demonic-looking, man-sized rabbit named Frank who tells him that the world will end in 28 days, 6 hours, 42 minutes and 12 seconds. (There are many theories as to why this number was chosen. Some believe that it relates to the amount of time the moon takes to orbit around the Earth [29 days, 5 hours, 41 minutes and 11 seconds], but no confirmation of this has been attained. Another theory is that once the numbers are added together (28+6+42+12) it gives 88 which is the year the film is set.) After waking up on the golf course the next morning, Donnie returns home to discover that a huge jet engine has fallen from the sky and into his bedroom. So begins a series of events which bring together Donnie and a young woman named Gretchen.
There is an early indication of Donnie's mental illness (specifically psychosis) when his sister accuses him of not taking his medication. Donnie continues to see Frank and begins to see "liquid spears" emerging from people's chests, the paths of which indicate the actions those people will undertake in the immediate future. Whether this is indicative of mental illness, science fiction, or both, is left to the viewer.
Richard Kelly has made his own thoughts clear through the audio commentaries on the two DVDs, the included Philosophy of Time Travel, and in various interviews. His intended plot is as follows: At midnight a tangent universe spins off of the Primary Universe, signified by the appearance of an Artifact; here represented by a jet engine. Tangent Universes are inherently unstable and will collapse in less than a month, taking the Primary Universe with it, if not closed off. Closing the Tangent Universe is the duty of the Living Receiver (Donnie), given super powers to perform this task. Those who die within the Tangent Universe are the Manipulated Dead (Frank and, according to the back of the book, Gretchen) who are also given certain powers, understanding of what is going on, and the ability to contact the Living Receiver via the Fourth Dimensional Construct (water). Everyone else in the orbit of the Living Receiver are the Manipulated Living, who are subconsciously drawn to push and prod the Living Receiver towards his destiny, closing the Tangent Universe and, apparently, dying by the Artifact. Since the Manipulated Dead Frank-rabbit appears before the Tangent Universe is created, and before he himself is assumed to be created when Frank is shot by Donnie, it follows that this Manipulated Dead Frank-rabbit could not have come from the Frank seen in the movie, but the Frank, shot by Donnie, in an unseen previous Tangent Universe. Ultimately, Donnie Darko is about Donnie's first successful quest in ending the temporal paradox cycle or "time-loop" which he is caught in (not unlike Bill Murray in the movie "Groundhog Day").
The chain of events in brief is as follows: the Manipulated Dead, Frank, rouses Donnie, the Living Receiver, from his bed, and compels him to leave his house, starting a causal loop. Frank tells him that the Tangent Universe will collapse in 28 days. The next day Donnie goes to school. His English teacher, strangely, tells new girl Gretchen to sit next to the cutest boy in the room and she chooses Donnie (this begins the romance that ends badly and pushes Donnie to his final action). That night Frank appears to Donnie and makes him flood the school. As a result Donnie walks Gretchen home and asks her out. A bit later, Frank appears to Donnie and tells him to "burn it to the ground", so Donnie burns down the house of Jim Cunningham, a motivational speaker. When the firemen come to investigate the fire, they discover a secret room filled with pedophilic material. As a result, Donnie's physical education teacher decides to defend Cunningham, who she believes has been framed. This causes Donnie's mother to chaperone her daughter's dance troupe on their way to California to perform on Star Search (they board the airplane whose engine becomes the artifact in the Tangent Universe). Because of this, Donnie and his older sister, Elizabeth, are able to throw a party while the parents are away. This leads to a romantic interlude between Donnie and Gretchen. At the same time, Frank, Donnie's sister Elizabeth's boyfriend, realizes they've run out of alcohol at the party and drives off with a friend to pick up more beer.
(wikimeida實在太好用)
睇完donnie darko之後既感覺好似the butterfly effect，鐘意睇既人真係唔可以唔睇。種感覺好凍，如果你係佢，你又會唔會咁做？可能全世界當你傻既時候，你自己睇既野先至係最真實…其實一直都好怕睇充滿住黑色既戲，經常睇完之後令到我好失落，但係同時亦都帶比最大既幻想…
Sunday, May 14, 2006
從足球文化看看美國
足球點解咁耐都唔可以響美國受到重視？點解NBA又會響果邊咁受歡迎？－－好簡單，因為足球不附合美國人功利又短視既文化基礎。美國人係忍受唔到一場無入球既比賽！相反睇下NBA，一個場咁細，睇到既就只有不停入波入波，佢地絕對比唔上足球既組織。
話時話，我第時既老公一定要識踢波。哈哈！
Sophie Scholl-The Final Days
As Hitler wages a devastating war in Europe, a group of young people, mostly university students, resorts to passive resistance as the only effective way to cripple the Nazis and their inhuman war machine. The White Rose is formed, a resistance movement dedicated to the downfall of the Third Reich. Sophie Scholl joins the group as its only female member . On 18 February 1943, Sophie and her brother Hans are caught distributing leaflets at the university and arrested. Sophie's interrogation by the Gestapo officer Mohr evolves into an intense psychological duel. She lies and denies, schemes and challenges, with greater force, nearly disarming her opponent. Then, the crushing evidence, the confession, and Sophie's last, desperate attempt to protect her brother and the other members of the White Rose. Moved by Sophie's uncommon bravery, Mohr even offers her a way out – but at the price of betraying her ideals. She refuses the offer, sealing her fate ...
套戲去既位唔夠盡，由其係女主角既哥哥，做黎做去都係得一個樣，而且表現得唔夠醒目。個人覺得佢唔係做得太好....成套戲都係base on返當時德國既情況，唔知點解，我睇既時候竟然諗起文革…
Saturday, May 13, 2006
the butterfly effect
「差之毫釐 謬之千里」
美國氣象學家洛倫芝（Lorenz）於1960年代提出一篇論文，名叫《一只蝴蝶拍一下翅膀會不會在德克薩斯州引起龍卷風？》，他說，亞馬遜流域的一只蝴蝶扇動翅膀，會掀起密西西比河流域的一場風暴。洛倫芝把這種現象戲稱做"蝴蝶效應"，意思即一件表面上看來毫無關係、非常微小的事情，可能帶來巨大的改變。
因因果果，一齊皆是命，半點不由人…
無論好與壞，除左接受，我地無得揀第二條路。當你去做任何野去改變時，可能帶比你既痛苦仲大…放開就係唯一既出路。
最尾佢選擇返返去佢媽媽個肚到自殺....(director cut)，聽講係有成4個ending...
係一個gift，亦都係詛咒……
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
性感路線
話說因為老豆部電話壞左，於是我就比左我個部比佢喇。但係我響呢個同時又因為錢既問題所以無買到電話，係咁搵返之前壞左果ｄ電話黎用....搵搵下....我就用返兩年前買既電話....響入面搵到ｄ我影過既相，大家要諗清楚先好睇[sosad]，真係好性感，而我都係比我家駿一個睇姐。哈哈...好嘔心...
比著依家,我真係唔敢咁樣....
oh,原來我都行過性感,哈哈。
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Monday, May 08, 2006
I AM CHINESE
發現自己腦中除了睡眠時不會動外，其他時間都會不停想想想…
太多感覺…其實真的很想把它們全都好好寫下來。相信保持這樣可以好好預防老人痴呆！
近來最大的感覺是關於我們「中國人」對這身份的認同，主因是昨晚同A先生通電時，他談及自己工作時所遇到的事：有兩名大陸女仔挨在鐵馬聊天時用腳趾”磨”鐵馬上的鐵枝。先撇開這個行為是錯與對，當然我是不認同她們的行為，但A先生稱呼她們時是以「北姑」作為代稱。這個時候我已經沒有心情再聽他抱怨，我只是問他為何喚她們作「北姑」，他只是回應我：「這是一個統稱！」，之後Ａ先生便想繼續說下去。
統稱？大陸女子全都該比稱作「北姑」？
這是我當時的反應。
他接著便向我解釋在仔眼中的大陸人10個有9個半的行為都是鄙陋的，哈，真可笑，你的行為在
我眼中什至比他們更低下十倍百倍。大陸人天生命賤還是香港人天生矜貴？對於那些鄙視自己同胞的人，我不屑與他們做朋友。
我父母是從大陸來香港的，侮辱中國人等如侮辱緊我家人，等如自眨身價！香港人狗眼看人低只是因為自己受過所謂的「教育」，自以為高人一等。免費教育又如何？得到的只是白鴿眼一對！換轉受教育的是內地的小朋友/青少年，我相信人家的眼光才不會像你們般狹小得令人沮喪。
我絕對是愛國的。雖然中國仍舊沒有什麼值得我去叨光的事，什至人神共憤的土共仍舊未倒台，那又代表什麼？不代表你可以坐視不理！看到自己國家有壞處不是不停說個不是，落＃下石就可以解決，我最痛恨就是那些只懂唾罵自己國家，而又不想辦法去改變的人。
SHAME ON YOU
我恥故我在
我也希望可以在我有生之年為作為過旗幟的人民而感到自豪…所以我會盡我能力。即使沒用,總比坐著做順民,任由中共催殘國民更好。
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Friday, May 05, 2006
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
叮噹毀容了
哭，不是因為它破碎了，而是一種感覺的失去。
從小開始，除了一齊生活必須品外，父母都很少買那些所謂多餘的物品，這個叮噹便是一個例外。由於很罕有的關係，腦海中一直都把帶它回家時的情形牢牢的記在心內。
還記得那一次是因為媽媽帶弟弟和我到MK買玩具車時看到，然後她便買了給我……
（當時我也不是小朋友了，我想大慨是中二的時侯吧！）
它在我身邊有五年多，可恨的是它從來沒有享受過被盛得滿滿的快樂，是我的錯。過去的日子即使它都待在我身旁，可惜我從未好好愛護它……直至近日收拾房間時打算把叮噹放在桌上作為一個對母親承諾的提醒。不幸地，正因我打掃桌面時竟然把它摔到了，立時反應是心痛，然後跑出廳外找尋能夠把它癒合的工具，不過……叮噹毀容了……
可笑的是家姐知道後走過來擁抱著我，接著的當然是我忍不住自己的淚，然後媽著緊地問她發生什麼事，不過這時我已走進房間內用心地治療我的叮噹……媽走進來，此時的我真的貪婪地嚎哭，我真的很珍惜媽安慰我的每一秒鐘。（媽還說買過一個給我呢，不過我傷心是因為我恨自己沒有好好看管好她給我的東西，我想，她還要一段長時間去了解我的想法呢！）
花了很久才把”你”重生……
你好醜，但我愛你呀！
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