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近來心情不佳
勿擾

人有三衰六旺

岩岩得閒得濟,上左轉forum3睇下,點知竟然見到個"廣州火車站發生人踩人意外"既post,本身呢排傾起呢年事,睇 到香港人既行為已經令我好反感,再望下上面果d典型無知扮了解既「智者」一句二句「強國」﹑「人踩人?遲早既事黎啦!」,老實講,我真係睇到火起,唔該, 你,做人連最基本咩野叫做「切身處地」去諗下人地既情況都唔識,你有咩資格去講?要去評論一件事,最重要係你已經了解過,未既麻煩你收埋你把狗口,放長你 既眼光,唔好一世做一隻只係睇到自己既青蛙!


搭小巴聽到電台,唔知係咩台既一對所謂「時事節目」主持,男既不學無術,自以為是既 程度比陶傑有過之而無不及,響到話溫家寶叫佢地留響當地過年根本無解決過問題呀,一咪響到話,講埋d好風涼既說話,話係大陸d人先至會因為溫家寶出黎做幾 下show就聽佢講,比著其他國家既人就唔會!但係我真係好想講,響呢一刻,政府可以做既已經做晒,呢方面安撫人民,唔該你諗下響外地做野既民工一年只係 有呢個時間可以見到自己既家人,個心有幾亂,睇見新聞上面個男人因為後悔行左去而上唔到車流既眼淚,我個心真係好酸.有幾多人係抱住小朋友響幾度既天氣 等?唔逍唔駛去一d更好更快既方法疏導佢地?幾廿萬人架! 另一方面不停搶修緊d公路,設施,你仲話咩野?可以做既都已經做到了,你班人可唔可以又問下自己到底講完呢d廢話係咪真係建設性?

另一樣 又話d鐵路係國營,話$50一個飯,一個即食面$30,響到話政府響呢個時候就好識得行「資本主義」,我呸!根本一早就落左命令唔可以起價,起價既好可能 只係d私人性的小販,點解又可以將呢d野去拉到「強國」呢d字眼上?可唔可以停止呢一種無限上綱,極端放大既做法?好討厭!的確中國實在係一個好難管治既 地區,好多好多唔同既問題加埋一齊,就係好多好多個解決唔到既大問題,我的確好佩服胡溫.就好似有3000個問題咁,可以當你用晒你可以用既方法﹑資源去 解決其中10個,可以做到既野已經幫左好多好多人,但係因為仲有其他人既問題未解決,所以你做幾多都好一,依家會有人去話你,呢一樣正正係我覺得身為港人 愧疚既地方.

一個好既制度一定係為人民而立,香港人係成日叫「民主」,但係民主脫離左人係等同死物,我有時真係好唔明,對蘋果既作風好反 感,如果左報係真魔鬼,蘋果就係假天使,響依一刻,有幾多人連食,溫飽都未定,亦因為佢地根本連食都成問題,所以先至要一個咁強勢既政權去統治,當然,我 並未將其中人運行既流弊包括在內,但係亦正因為咁,所以溫家寶出黎講野對佢地先至會有用,如果一個無基本文化既社會,連溫總既說話都無用既,到時有幾混 亂,講自己政治理想時無去諗現實,一路去講自己有幾祟高既理想,有無諗過其實自己只係一個「道德佬」?




要批評別人如何不濟,先看看自己有沒有資格,有沒有盡力.空言是懦夫,龜蛋的行為

leaving on a jet plane

All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breaking
It's early morn
The taxi's waiting
He's blowing his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry

*So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll wear your wedding ring(*)

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

so tired,,

feeling sad

btw,i am sitting in bestberry.boredddddddddddddddd place

i just wanna focus on my study now.i wanna fulfill my dream but not keep talking it all the time...
damn you .give me power to do that dear.




i dont wanna give up now,i feel sorry to my parents.

what happened?

it would be good to say i miss you..........

今天和你的對話令我彷彿重回年多前的光境，很快樂但同時亦令我開始有點糊塗。其實我也知道這想法﹑感覺是大錯特錯的，但卻是難以否定的。
很想回到那個起點，很想重回到那一秒，其實我知是沒有可能的....
我的心聲都真實的寫在那封信上，我很想念你的微笑，你會知道嗎？

i am damn busy recently since i have to prepare for the A-LEVEL exam...

lol

I guess nobody would remember such stupid blog,right?

i am getting old and i need something to rely on

i dont feel any shame i wont apologize

do u love me?

I've Screwed up .Where is my MIND?
I should have concentrated on my study since my goal is quite hard to achieve.
when I got my academic report this morning,i wanted to slap myself for that shitty result at once.
I've promised myself not to be the distractible blockhead again.I should be a better daughter.
not to forget what i confessed to self cleanly...and now,it's time for me to eliminate all the negative thoughts,it's right to be wrong,right?
at the present time,dont promise what i cant deliever,its all my fault .

i'll make it
i am free-standing

btw the below is for u,get out of my life asshole
i am happy with my life since u are not part of it,bye,jerk
DAMN GO FUCK WITH YOUR PSP!!

u guys are fucking loserssssssssssssss

不知為何現在還未能夠平伏情緒 大概是有生以來令我感到最痛心的事吧忽然間過去十多年的片段隱隱約約地逐一閃出 如果真的存在「如果」 我願付出任何代價來換取父母姐弟健康只因他們就是我生存的意義回歸現實 有些事情總只能幻想

「樹欲靜而風不息，子欲養而親不在。」何以這句老掉牙的話　能悟其意之人卻廖廖可數？一連串的問題傾巢而出　愛恨無止境地痛擊著我
我有多久沒有好好的跟父母吃過飯？有多久沒有陪媽媽到街市買菜？有多久沒有致電關心一下他們？常常跟在媽媽身邊，不停的發問著，有多久我已沒有向媽媽撒嬌了？有多久沒有和父母溝通？

要不是昨天媽提到原來父親已經快年逾半百，她自己也四十多了....這還是我頭一回真真正正的感到父母原來真的不再年輕過去為養育我們總是不辭勞苦的工作　近來我已經沒有膽量去細望父母的日漸老化的身體我怕看到他們已轉白的頭髮；我怕看到他們因工作而得的傷痕；我怕看到那些象徵年老的紋跡；

雖然我的父母把最好的留給我，在我心中他們是最好的父母，但可悲的是我仍然是天下間最不孝的女兒。我恨自己未能早些出生　未能早點報笞你們從小時候你們已經需要留在大陸工作　我們相對的時間真的不多但我知道你們只是為了我們　積蓄下來的都是為使我們生活富足些


不過　我不配

Grey Room

Well I've been here before,
I've sat on the floor,
In a grey grey room.
Where I stay in all day,
I don't eat but I play,
With this grey grey food.

Desole, If someone is prayin'
Then I might break out.
Desole, Even if I scream,
I can't scream that loud.

I'm all alone again,
Crawling back home again,
Just stuck by the phone again.

Yeah, well I've been here before,
Sat on a floor,
In a grey grey mood.
Where I stay up all night,
And all that I write,
Is a grey grey tune.

So pray for me child, Just for a while
And I might break out.
Pray for me child, Even a smile
Would do for now.

So I'm all alone again,
Crawling back home again,
Just stuck by the phone again.

Have I still got you to be my open door?
Have I still got you to be my sandy shore?
Have I still got you to cross my bridge in this storm?
Have I still got you to keep me warm?

Cause if I squeeze my grape,
And I drink my wine.
Cause if I squeeze my grape,
And I drink my wine.
Oh, cause nothing is lost,
Is just frozen in frost.
It is open in time,
Is no one alive.

And I've still got me to be your open door.
And I've still got me to be your sandy shore.
And I've still got me to cross your bridge in this storm.
And I've still got me to keep you warm.

Warmer than warm yeah,
Warmer than warm yeah,
Warmer than warm yeah,
Warmer than warm yeah....

dear all
how's thing goin'? i am quite disappointed by myself recently.time cannot return,and that's why i am regret about what i've done in the past 3months.during summer time,i promised everyone around me,e.g. my parents,family,friends and teachers....i would ttry my best to study,to fulfill my dream.but what's the hell i'm doing? i spent 2months on a meaningless person,a meaningless memory,a meaingless realtionship,so what did i get from it? totally none!!!lets take a look about my study,psychology,well,perhaps i still need time to get improvemnet,and for chinese histry and LS (hong kong studies+china today) ,i do think there are suitable for me as i likes these two subjects very very much. BUT WHAT'S IRRITATE ME IS THE TEACHING PROGRESS BETWEEN ME AND MY CLASSMATES. take an example,LS,my teacher needs to expplain the concept again and again,why dont the students pre-study the content first?DAMN IT,GONNA FUCK MYSELF!
jerk,are you gonna be the one jackass that you used to be?
please remember what you have promised,alright!
i am gonna kill you,wahahahahjahahahaha

COLOR 29/11/06

i am back

約定

13/10/2006

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gonna ignore everything around me...
it's worthless..